Dear baim,
how i wish i can talk to u now..
and ask u how is everything there..
Are you fine..
What does the doctor said?
What is happening?
will they released u soon from the hospital

I want u to know that How i want to accompany u there..
U was there with me at the time where i reached my lowest time of life..
But why don't you give me the chance to at least be there with you..
At least i can call you, talk to you and give support to someone i care..
But instead u switched off your phone..
and left me here alone worrying without any news.

Saya risau sebab awak kawan yang paling memahami saya dan saya taknak kehilangan awak.

A piece of doa for a friend

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Ya Allah the mighty,
Please don't let anything bad happen to him..
He don't deserve this,
He always been kind to his family, his friends and his love one..
He never regret on what had happened to him,
YOU had tested him with all sort of test..
And he keep strong, facing it as his faith.

But this time I'm praying on behalf of him,
Cause It hurt for me to know he facing this alone,
Please let him be okey,
Please let his kidney to function back to normal.
Please don't let me receive the news that he need to undergoes kidney transplant.
Please lent him your strength Ya Allah,
so that he can be strong and recover fast..
Ya Allah. only you we seek for help and forgiveness.
Please grant this pray..
Amin...

Dear friends,
A friend of mine(Baim) had been admitted in the hospital this morning..
he had kidney failure and his kidney is only 25% functioning on both side.He can no longer depend on medication to support him.
Please pray with me together and hopefully miracle happens.
Thanks.

what a day ~

My last week was filled with sitting in front of my laptop and using all my brain cells to finish up this shitty thesis. The stress was just unbearable. There are time where i feel that thesis writing is not that hard and enjoying it so much. but there are also time i just feel like giving up as the idea just can't come out of my head. But having constant support from dearest friends, mr BF and ayah who is also doing his master thesis keeps my spirit high. Ohh and sometimes me and my dad will online skype together while writing our thesis. Cute kan. aT least I know my dad are there with me whenever i need him around..but too bad for him that sometimes he had to hear me nagged about how hard writing is. heeeee I LOVE U SO MUCH DADDY!!!!

There are also days where god wants to test my patience especially at the day where my laptop was hack with a!*#&ing spyware. Tears started to fell down as the only thing that i thought that time is all my thesis will be gone and i will either ask for extension or spend my day and night writing all my introduction part again (the rest i had backup in my thumb drive). But lucky me to have two reliable tech savvy friends, Saiful and Hawa around to help me sort out. Alhamdulillah my baby is now doing fine.. (mashih...saya owe kamu easy way =) nanti yer lepas hantar thesis!)

Not forget to mention, having A quite demanding bf had cause me to speed up my work too. With him insisted that we go out together on weekend had pushed me to work hard throughout the weekdays. But at least it worth my effort as i enjoyed my weekend so much. Hope he does too! =)

now need to get back on track and focus with my thesis thingy! a few sections need to be edited and then I'm done with this thesis.. Bye bye honours year!!




one of my favorite picture taken by him yesterday.the black brand new 3GS I phone and the chocolate java chip is his. Mine is the pink iphone, and Mocha java chip..(sebuk jer orang ada Iphone dia pun nak)
heee~

Just like in heroes

If one day God wants to grant me a super power of my choice; I will choose a super power that make me able to be at places by just imagining it. So there will be no more bus, ferry, flight tickets and etc (which are extra expensive then it supposed to be) in my life dictionary. It will only be my imagination as my only ticket. CoolNESS.

But the best part is I can always be at the places where my rainbow is there whenever I want.

poooooooooooof..
Here I am at a side walk cafe' in Paris just for a cup of latte..=)

u evil Tim tam

My addiction to this evil biscuit can't be controlled anymore..The feeling of dipping a piece of tim tam into a steamy hot creamy vanilla latte and popping it into my mouth is just too comforting and irresistible. It is so irresistible that now I just don't care if the fats started to made their appearance on my body especially my tummy!

*omm nyom nyoom* me hate u but love u too tim tam!!!

p/s: 3 packets down in two days time. and now thinking off opening a new one =P

Say it again

Dear Marie' Digby,
U are just simply gorgeous...with your music talent and sweet voice..and those sexy eyes you have. I envy you!!!

But I love your song very much especially this one. This song clip is just too cute!! I had watched it again and again for the last 2 days. And this song had manage to enter the top 25 most played song playlist in my Itunes. U should be proud marie' digby! And yes I am In love with u. heee~

Thank you for cheering me up with all your songs whenever I got so stress up with my stupid thesis!

Mr. perfectionist =)

And the first thing that i saw this morning was him getting ready in his uniform struggling wearing his tie looking so serious making sure every inch of his attire was perfect. Did not want him to realized i'm already awake i tried to minimum my movement and secretly peaking on him =P

His step was well organized not to slow and not to rush. Step by step like following his own unwritten rules. Done with his uniform, he next open his drawer wearing his watch, then his beads bracelet, putting his wallet in his pocket, wearing his ID card and closing back the drawer quietly not wanting to make any noise. Then, a smile automatically drew on my face impressed with his perfectionist style.

And of course deep inside I secretly wished I can watch him getting ready every morning.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
Ya Allah, Please don't take away the happiness that u just gave me just because of the bad things i had done in the past..
Amin~